I despise my life, I truly do, but I don't hate it. It's just full of mishaps, "accidents", dummies, ect, ect. I don't know...I know there are other people got it worse then me. But I guess this is just what makes me human. To many emotions, to many expeiriances, to many accidents, just another life. The good news is there is away for me to exscape this life. Through my many hoobies.

There are three hoobies that are my favorite, but all the same subject, ART.

Poetry, drawling, and photography are my true favorites. It helps express me.

Photography makes me think outside in the house where ever, it makes me think about the simplest of things and turning it into art. Eerything can be something great, the simplest of things you never thought would work and be the next thing you see on tv. Everything starts with an idea and photography makes me get out and move, thinking on the idea and just moving to make that idea become reality. It's a good feeling being able to do soemthing you have passio for makes you feelig whole, through photography your expressing an idea through a picture, your expressing yourself through editing, and your expressing how you feel through the words you put into that picture.

Poetry makes me think, ussaly I'll write about my life, or expericances other people have had, I just get this overwhelming feeling that this is RIGHT, this is something I HAVE to do. Expressing not just yourself but your story, a story, throught words and letting someone put togeather the peices. You can be creative, caring, mean, loving, just through simple words and phrases. A picture can be preservied and survive over time, but words can be past down from generation to generation, and have a different meaning depending on how you say them, or how there put into context. It's a whole new thing, you just have to learn to put the peices togeather, rihgt, the first time.

Drawling provides me a challenge, sometimes I'll have the insperation and the force to draw something in my eyes thats beautiful, and other times I'll have a really good idea but little insperation and no force to make it come alive. I can't just pick up a pencil, a crayon, a marker, or anything and just draw whats on my mind, I just can't do that, if you can your lucky, but what you draw does it tell a story? As I said before I can only draw something good if I have the force the will and insperation to draw something from the heart. If not then I can't do it, simple as that. If someone has a great idea and wants me to draw it, I'll try, but the outcome will end up looking have-assed. Because I have no emot, it means nothing to me. But if something happens to me, or someones words inspire me, or the will to do something is there, then I will try my hardest to make the most beutiful art I can.

The point I'm trying to make is you can only make beuatiful art if it comes form the heart. wheather it be corriagraphy, photography, ballet, drawling, painting, speaches, anyhting if it dosent come form the heart then it means nothing. If it comes form the heart you can sences it and it makes the work of art beautiful, beucase only you can do it the way you can do it, no one else can, make art something becuatiful, if it comes form the heart, make it into something. Even if it dosent last forever, make that moment something to remember. All that can be said.